Just Some Thoughts

Just damn tired... I want to take a rest but I can't... I can't afford another absent from work, it's going to pull me down bigtime. Just been to clinic and at this time I'm burning with fever at 38.6. Oh I have a choice to go home but that will blotch a big consequence, so I can't choose that option... haay... add the fact that bills are piling up and enrollment of the kids are getting near... Need to save for them. I'll take some chances on betting at a lottery... who knows I might win? Hahahaha that is if I won't be lazy enough and could drag myself to the lottery booth to bet. I doubt it though... I'd rather take some sleep when i get home.

Really I wanna go to the zennith of the mountain and cry out on the top of my voice... I'm pissed, yup I feel so bad. Some people just don't know how to appreciate other people. Oh well, I shouldn't be surprised, some people are just like that. I guess I just feel so bad and taken for granted... well whoever said life is easy and fair? No one right?

Just tired
Wanna go to sleep but cant
because I need to work
Cant afford to be absent
Lots of bills to worry about
Enrollment is drawing near
The children need lots of stuffs

I have a splitting headache
But resting is not an option
Can't at this time
Later yup, when my shift concluded

Still edgy
A little bit pissed off
Somehow annoyed
Oh well,
Maybe I'm being over sensitive
But who won't be?
If you feel taken for granted?
If you've done so much for someone and doesn't feel appreciated?
Oh well maybe I wasn't really important to him
Lesson learned, value myself
Then at least I won't get such disappointment.

Just tired...
Wanna take a vacation
Just want to take a long sleep
With no worries
Nothing to think of...
Is there such a place?
I'd love to go there....

Oh well...some wishful thoughts...