When everything seems to fall apart

Half of the shift has just been consumed and so is my energy. I'm really sick at the moment, my head is terribly aching, all my joints and spines feel like breaking off.... I've got a runny nose, looks like all the symptoms of flu is on the go.

I'm really a bit exhausted, and it appears like all aspects of my life are falling apart. career wise, uhhgg, wait career am I talking about? I mean the job I've got right now is geee indescribable... guess I'm lost for words now... oh maybe the nearest thing I could say is A FREAKING NIGHTMARE!!! Grrr... I really can't wait to get out of the ship.... patience my dear... less than a month to go and puuuuf.... I can fade away from here. So much for my rants about this job... much space has been taken for several non sense blogs I've done!!!

My personal life is also falling apart, looks like nothing is actually in place. At this moment I am being trapped in a dilemna of figuring out what to do. I really don't want to pursue this, (at this point of time I am not yet that ready to go through this in detail... as to what this is) I just wanna jot down my thoughts... I really don't want to go through this again, it's out of my plans and I just don't want it! I don't want to go through those rigorous and agonizing months again add the the fact the burden on our finances which is already on a not so great status!!

Almost three more hours to go add the thirty minute unpaid mandatory over time... Talk about exploitation... Haaay couldn't really wait to get off the ship!

Boredom!!!

Sleepy
Bored
Irate
Moody
Tired
Cold
Hungry
Worried

That's how I feel at the moment so I suggest that you don't mess up with me at this time or else....your world will turn upside down!

Moving on!!!

What a manic Monday.... Grrr gracious goodness just got here at work. I'm dead wet and I'm cold and really hungry and I have a real bad tummy ache! Huhuhuhu, have we got typhoon on the way?

Gee, had it not been for the time sheet I would rather sign a DPF. Grrr, well looks like all the answers to my questions have been laid down to me in a platter! Need to ask more Ane? I guess not!
Yup so here we go talk about, being ready about the turns that we have to make. At last I am no longer at the crossroads. For the first time I've never felt so sure until now. And it really feels good, yup most specially if nothing will gonna hold you back! Moving on and on.... hehehe just feel relieved!

So here we go.... on to the next journey!

Hayy... kakaiba daw ako?

Still wondering
Worrying
Thinking
Dazed
Bothered
Irate
Pissed
Feels like exploding
Dead bored

....and here is where I end up.I just hope I can figure a way how to post this here in my blog site. This personality test has been sent by Ella, my freako friend. hehehe love you Elai. Akalain mo, my Personality Type is VERY RARE! Nyak Nyak Ano kaya yun? Am I abnormal or an alien? Weeeh.. Just to share, here's what it says!

Your Personality is Very Rare (ESTP)

Your personality type is dominant, driven, poised, and self-aware.Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 3% of all women and 6% of all menYou are Extroverted, Sensing, Thinking, and Perceiving.

http://www.blogthings.com/howrareisyourpersonalityquiz/

Just some thoughts!!

Writing has always been my passion, though I guess most of the times I take it for granted. The funny thing is whenever I feel that the world is turning against me, I find myself taking shields in the comfort of writing.

I guess, there's really nothing in particular I would wanna write today, just some scattered thoughts lingering in my not so distorted brain... hehehe
I guess this is what they call the early adulthood crisis, I mean the one that I am feeling right this moment. Haaay...guess there are just lots of things I wanna do, yet I just can't, not because I don't wanna do them rather situations just wont allow me to do it? I'm vague, am I not? Forgive me but as of the moment I can't get into specifics, not in the mood to elaborate.... haaay (take a deep breath, sigh)

Same issues I've been dealing with and I still haven't got them sorted out! Grrrrr!

Well, I just hope something good will come up at the end of the day!

MORONS OFF LIMITS!!!

Sabi ninda the best way tanganing de maaraman niyan taong kinasusugtan mo yan pigasurat mo is to use vernacular. And I couldn't agree more. Kung ika taga samon masasabutan mo yan pigasabi ko more so dapat taga sentrong Libon ika bokon sana taga Bicol cause for your information la kadakol tabi niyan dialect sa sa mon bumalyo sana ika nin tulay likntukuran iba iba na iyan ibig sabyon. And I'm blessed na maski puro paona well versed ako sa bikolnon, except masbate kagku na saya halong bisaya... bisakol sabi ngani.

Ay going back... hay kapinunan pa sana nung gabi adto na talaga su karibatawan, aboko na gusto ko magloog adi sa trabaho ta feeling ko talaga siguro ngani de talaga ini para sakon... mas lalo gayud ako pigtatawan nin kakusgan sa kalibongan ko... hehehe amo kaya yaan inugakan pa kanginang buwas na mag agi uyan lugod....

wehehe pabayi na sana raw Laga sabi ngani...Amo kaya yaan, naiingatlan ika hehehe. Any way arog talaga yaan yan life sabi ko ngani hay matotolerate ko ngamin ngamin but definitely osad na bagay na diri ko kayang itolerate is KAPATALAN. Geee, I dread it the most! Dimuits, morons,dumbs,imbecile, whatever you would wanna call it. Just please no dumb people within 10 mile radius!