Thursday, August 27, 2009

Nevermind!!!

Im sleepy, I'm tired and up until now, I have an unfinished project which is already way overdue. I don't know how to explain it but my mind just seems to shut off and I could not start writing my article at all. My mind is blank. Yup I know there are lots of things that are worrying me especially in the arena of finaces. The bills that are shooting up, the rent that needs payment and those kid's expenses that seem to get bigger each day. I'm just tired. I wish there is something I could do to alleviate my self from these worries I am feeling right now. If only money would fall like manna from heaven. Why do I have to always worry with money? Come to think of it, I'm not even over spending. It just so happens that I got three kids and my income wont just suffice. Instead of whining and writing my thoughts I should have been doing my 3000 word article, but then again my mind won't just cooperate. Im somehow nnoyed with myself. why am I wading in this situation? I shouldn't be. I'm writing this down cause I just want to take the loads off my shoulders. The baggage is really getting very heavy and I'm feeling hopeless.
Well, there are always choices, even though it's limited. Fact is, choices are for real and they do exist.

I guess I'm just whining! Oh never mind!

Monday, August 10, 2009

Whatever

Here I am again
Thoughts going no where
Feeling bored, feeling tired
Feeling restless and I dont know
Losing interest in almost everything
Nonsense
Wish I really have no senses
So not to feel anything
Going numb?
I hope, but not just yet
Still feeling those pringles
What the heck
Even with in my shield
I feel unprotected..
GoshI'm writing yet my thoughts
Are scattered
Whatever!

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Confused...

Out of sync
Mind's wandering somewhere else
As my tired body collapses in inertia
Hold everything in status quo
That if you could
But you just could not
And even if you can
You just would not
Mumbling, rumbling and still mumbling
Thoughts crossing after thoughts
Feeling exhausted, feeling worn out
Take that deep breath
Oh or maybe try to just shrug your shoulders
Rain pours outside
Quenching the thirst of dried plants
Cleansing the dirt of yesterday's prints
Oh never mind thoseS
o where am I?
Still here writing
And thoughts are going everywhere
Just another bit of confusion
Just as I am...