At last its Friday, I just hope that there will be no mandated OT's tomorrow or God knows what the hell I can do... I might even welcome the thoughts of termination because I only want to take a rest... rest my physical body as I know that my mind wont just stop thinking... haayyy... this is one of the times that I'm wishing I'm a moron, that I wouldn't have the sudden flow of thoughts matched with rationalization and cross analysis of psychological realms... Grrr. So no saturday shift pleeeeeaaaaaasssssssssssseeeee!!!!
Yup, I badly want to take a break, here I am again... I apologize for those people who are dropping by at this site, all you can read are my wishful sighs and sentiments... Yup, so maybe you might as well hop to another site...
I'm just too tired... I don't know if any one has had that feeling... the feeling of extreme anxiety that you just want to sit still and block everything, see no one, hear nothing, just get numb... no not just numb... I dont know maybe fade in oblivion...
If I could just go home in Bicol... yup, trudge that long walk in the fidder road as I await the sun to set or just stare to the beauty of Mayon Volcano... sad cause when I was still in Libon, I failed to appreciate these things... maybe because I was so used to having them... now I miss them badly! Well just as what Owen has said "Pestiyon Ini"... Pestiyon talaga, ay kawasa kaya, kauragan ko man ini, amu iton.... hehehehe
Well two more hours to go and and I'm off and really, no one can force me to go through a Saturday shift. If I have to commune with the ghosts in the universe I will do that so as not to go through a Saturday shift... yup even if it means tolerating a site of a mascot or being with a mascot.... I would do that, but definitely not a Saturaday shift. I already made plans for that... and my boss right now is asking me and I quote him "So you are not flexible?"... I am, but not this time, I've been so flexible that I'm afraid I am not who I used to be... so damn, terminate me if you can, just hand down the termination papers and I'm gonna sign it. Bitchy? Yes I am, I am a brat and I can be one of the most hard headed lass youll come across with when I'm in my temperamental mood... and one thing with me is I don't give a damn!
Grr... yup m just not in the mood... I just want to sleep and eat and play with Brat and Tyke. And yes... I just want to sleep for a looooooooooooooooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnggggggggggg time.
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