Life on a Greater Scheme of Things!

PILGRIM's THEME

(Bukas Palad Ministry)

Tired of weaving dreams too loose for me to wear

Tired of watching clouds repeat their dance on air

Tired of getting tired of doing what's required

Is life a mere routine in the greater scheme of things

Through with taking roads someone else designed

Through with chasing stars that soon forget to shine

Through with going through one more day - what's new

Does my life still mean a thing in the greater scheme of things

REFRAIN 1:

I think I'll follow the voice that calls within

Dance to the silent song it sings

I hope to find my place

So my life can fall in place

I know in time I'll find my place

In the greater scheme of things

Each must go his way, but how can I decide

Which path I should take, who will be my guide

I need some kind of star to lead me somewhere far

To find a higher dream in the greater scheme of things

The road before me bends, I don't know what I'll find

Will I meet a friend or ghosts I left behind

Should I even be surprised that You're with me in disguise

For it's Your hand I have seen in the greater scheme of things (REFRAIN 1)

BRIDGE:

For Yours is the voice in my deepest dreams

You are the heart, the very heart

Of the greater scheme of things (REFRAIN 1)

REFRAIN 2:

Why don't we follow the voice that calls within

Dance to the silent song it sings

One day we'll find our place

For all things fall in place

For all things have a place

In the greater scheme of things

This is one of my favorite songs. It's actually been a while of me wondering as to what life has got in store for me. For quite some, I've been astrayed... couldn't find my way back home... Been in status quo for quite sometime now. Is there really a place for me? Will I ever find it? I know that my past posts have been filled with rants, whines, wishful thoughts and million dollar unanswered questions. I know I may sound like I don't appreciate any thing anymore. Maybe I have really lost my sense of appreciation on things, on people or on everything that surrounds me. I feel so lost, the right phrase is I'm not even sure of what I want. It's like I'm living each day as to "come what may"... haay... it's so not me! So different to who I used to be and what I used to have. I don't know where this post is heading, and before it gets worst, I might as well put a halt into this! Sadly though, I still don't know where I am headed! someone please tell me where I should go!